i sat in the backseat of the cab and saw my reflection in the glass window and thought,
i hate the girl i became.

my eyes began to fill up and i didnt want you to see it,
so i faced the other way and when you asked, are you okay?
i turned around and flashed the brightest smile i could muster,and replied, oh, peachy.
"thats not a happy smile."
and then you kissed me.
and we left it at that.