OMG I JUST GOT THE COOLEST PICTURE EVER, FROM JOSEPH :D

HAHAHA he snapped it and i look like a white ghost! D:

Its okay I'll be a white ghost wearing gap and ralph lauren and sexy t-bar wedges :D



ooh, everyone, check out Gaspard Ulliel.French actor :) He is by far, the sexiest man alive.



Hi eveyone,


Had a great day at school today, was just wrecked. Went to Jason's party on Sunday night and it was pretty wild. I swear, I am never going to throw back a drink again. Hah, but it was so worth it, the look on Joseph's face when he realised that I'm a pretty good drinker and I won't be letting him anywhere near my pants soon was priceless. Had a good time in English today, as usual, joking with Wen Min, Timothy and Dylan.

Alright sweethearts,here are some pictures.















Hi everyone,

The week's over once again and I'm so glad that I can say I've been a tad more productive than last week.
I got a Jesus loves you note from Calvin,yay :)
Had a good time laughing with Mag and Dylan today and Dylan has big hands! hahaha.
And omg I cant believe this and you wont,either, when you hear about it.
Every week when my tutor comes over to teach me chinese she takes this drink along all the time.
I sort of assumed that its just some wierd juice or tonic thing that old ladies drink,
so you would imagine my horror when I saw the label on the glass bottle.




VODKA WITH GREEN APPLE.










HAHAHAHAHAHA MY TUTOR'S A BLOODY ALCOHOLIC!

Met Trevor today to study for awhile then headed home,I am so tired,fell asleep in Chem today.
Joked around in English with Dylan and Timothy
HAHA they started singing This Is Me together and I almost died laughing.





You say you love me
But do you really.



So show me.
Show me you love me.


Studied with Calvin at Kap today, was pretty productive I suppose :)

It was supposed to be just me and him but after studying for awhile we realised that there were another bunch of Fairsians studying there, too.
So we joined Desmond, Alvern and a few other guys and then I realised that I was the only girl there D:

Anyway we had a pretty good time joking about Alvern's pervertic interest in girls, haha.

Will be meeting Angie for a study date tmr and Von for lunch on wed, ciao.

Everyone, go view this blog : www.misspandorapandora.blogspot.com

Those French girls, they're so stylish.

And just looking at the pictures of this site makes me want to wear heels all over again.
www.fashiontoast.com
So yes, I'm back to my heels tomorrow, people :)
I have no idea which pair, though.
I think I'm wearing my white Ralph Lauren shorts tmr,but I'm not sure which top to go with it.
I was thinking the blue Banana Republic rolled up sleeves shirt with a thin black belt and my mom's black patent leather gladiator heels.

Vanessa,help me pick out what to wear! D:

Hi everyone :D


Its been an incredibly busy week with lots of work and staying up in the night to get work done but I survived and I came out stronger and for that I'm so thankful.

Thank you Jesus for guiding me through.

I've been slightly upset, because I'm starting to realise that I'm becoming more and more materialistic day by day and thats just awful because there was once, when I wasnt that way at all.

Like how I chose the Emporio Armani and Lulu Guiness spectacles, how my eyes zoomed in onto my new teacher's Coach bag and Armani watch and all that.

I don't want to be like that.

But judging from how natural it was for me to lock onto all the designer goods it seems as though I already am that way.

Even Zara and Mango won't do it for me now. Its all too streamlined, too commercial and available.
I stopped flipping through Seventeen cause all they ever have in there are clothes from bloody Far East Plaza and I hate that place.
I started doing Female and ogling at the Prada bags.
Anyone seen the latest Helmut Lang collection?



Jesus please make me less materialistic.
You created me to be non judgmental but thats exactly what I turned into.
I repent and thank you for your grace. I accept your forgiveness into my life and thank you because you gave me what I didn't deserve. I love you Jesus.
Place in me humility and take away all the temptation I have to spend money freely.
I thank you for the money but help me to treasure every bit of what I have
and use it to bless the people around me.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I pray,
Amen.

Morning,everyone.

Signed out of school today,experienced the most awful stomache ever in the morning and beared with the pain until after chem. Shared a cab back with jonathan and I dont know why but i felt messed up after talking to him in the cab. It was frustrating when I got home cause I tried to shake off the feeling but couldn't, so I went for the one thing that would help - Godiva.

And it did.
I dont know why but I feel pretty low now, but it definately has nothing to do with the chat I had with him.
Anyone up for a study date?

I told Sandra to take a rain check for our study date cause I wasnt feeling well.
Sandra,I'm so sorry. Really.


I'm mad at B right now so I'm not replying any of the messages.
And you. I dont know what to say at all, but whatever it is that I've done to make you upset or something with me, I'm sorry. I don't know why but it seems as though you're drawing away from me recently when we've always been so tight in the past.
But for whatever I've done, I'm sorry and I didnt mean to hurt you. Really.






The people that I once held closest to my heart are backing away

I'm scared.



I'm scared, that one day
I'll be left with nothing but a reflection of myself
staring back at me.


omg ok so now i'm at trevor's place and i'm really not getting any work done because trevor keeps poking and disturbing me and ok i just remembered this, i want to share this with everyone,
omg i love my new shades. its from acessorize and its brown and gold.

but i still like my mom's ray bans better.
but i can borrow it from her :)

okay,so thats it,bye everyone!

Morning, sweethearts.

Will make this a quick one, have to leave the house soon to Trevor's.

Tuesday
Had school early in the morning till like the afternoon and headed to Vivo to meet Van for a study date. Went to The Mussel Guys to have lunch and it was amazing.The view was beautiful, and I ate like you wouldnt believe. Then we studied till the evening and attempted to find a dress for senior's night, however unsuccesful. Which is also the reason why i skipped Senior's Night in the end.

Thursday
Headed over to Van's place to study,and exercise together.
By the time I headed home, I felt thinner,already! Hahah. Well. Its all in the mind.


Felt awful about missing out on Senior's Night and wanted to cry when I thought about it- the lost chance,the fun,the dress.

But what seemed like an unfortunate incident became a good thing, I suppose, in hindsight.
Cause' well.
My mom felt bad for me and we'll be going shopping this weekend.
She agreed to buy the calvin klein knit top I wanted and the dorothy perkins plain tee for me.

Hahah, so you see.
Everything turns out right in the end.



I'm in the mood to wear heels.
Is that a sign of being power hungry?
You know. The whole, propping yourself up thing.
Oh well.
Going over to Trevor's now to get more work done.
Or not.


Have a lovely day,everyone.

Hi everyone.
Here's an update.


Friday and Saturday.
PJ party,it was fun :) We did a bit of studying,then we got french pedicures done. Stayed over and talked till three in the morning. I have such soft skin now :D Cause' I used the body shop body butter. Even my elbows and knees feel butter soft :)
Oh,dont you want to touch me now! haha.

Sunday.
Went out with Jason. Oh,it was real nice going out with him! Jason I love you :)
We went to Sushi Tei in Raffles City and I helped him pick out a pullover. We agreed that the Ralph Lauren looked best and it was the least itchy and scratchy. Hahah the cashmere was so soft.
It was nice meeting Jason after so long,its been what, 9,10 years?
and oh god,he's grown! and his fingers are fine!
Okay now you guys must think I'm such a total perv with a wierd fixation on guys with nice hands and fingers,but no its not like that.

You see,way back in kindergarten I broke Jason's fingers.
Shit,we were like what,five? and all i did was to leave the door open and his hand was on the side of the door when it slammed shut and broke all his fingers.
ok i know,i know
let me skip all the awful moments.

so he went into hospital and my parents felt awful and they bought him 60 computer games okay i can still remember!

10 years later,we meet again to catch up and talk.
So yes his fingers are fine. In fact he's in rugby.
Oh thank God.
because if the fingers didnt work it'd be all my fault.

aside from all the unpleasant finger breaking he is the funniest person ever.
HAHAHAHA he doesnt really care about how others may judge him he just does things that make him and the people around him happy.
i almost died laughing okay and to my horror i started snorting really loudly.


i'll end with this.
go listen to 'there were roses' on youtube.
i cried listening to it.
go read the lyrics of the song.