I'm a liar.
And a damn good one at that.
Don't think you know me, because I've lied to you,too.
I've lied to everyone. Even those people that I talk to on a daily basis.

You lie to people, and hide your face behind a veil of laughter, smiles and deceit,
because, if you don't, people will see that you are this close, to crumbling.




Today's the first time I sat out on service.
I just had to have some time alone to think.
So I spent the entire service time sitting on the steps of the Plaza.
I just felt so awful I had to get out.
So I grabbed my bag and got into a cab.
I made the driver stop at a NTUC so I could go in and get a cup of yogurt cause I was starving.
Ate the yogurt in the cab and ran to the bathroom the moment I reached home and threw up everything I ate into the toilet bowl and sat there for hours sobbing.








I'm breaking into pieces.